In the outside, I’m just a regular person. The one that acts weird, the one that is always happy, the one that tries to put a smile on other people’s faces. But on the inside, no one really knows my full story. Not even my closest friends. I got used to being lonely; growing up being the only child, I never had people to talk to. That’s why when people push me away, I get really hurt and lonely. I’m not trying to sound like a bitch right now but this is how I really am. I never find ignorance to be bliss because really, ignorance can be the thing that will either make me cry or make me want to kill someone. I have that mentality to fight someone when they’re ignorant and I have really bad anger problems. It sucks. But I found out to be happy for who I am. No matter how lonely I get, I always have my true friends to back me up. My closest friends, I can consider them like brothers and sisters. That’s why it sucks when people push me away because I got attached to them and when a random day comes, they just decide to push me away or exclude me out of their group. But I always remember to let the situation go through me and not to let that affect me. Although, I have a smile on my face, you’ll never know what’s going on with me.
I noticed that people don’t like my opinions; I noticed that people like to judge me for every little thing I do or how I dress. But who cares though, you may be cooler than me, you may be more popular than me, but you’ll never be a better person than me.
It’s funny how poor people living in third world countries are more happier than the average teenager living in America. I feel that poor people appreciate the little things in life rather than a typical teenager being dissatisfied about the people around them. The people in poverty would kill to live the lifestyle that we have right now. I think people should start appreciating what they have instead of being miserable for the things they want. I realized that something that you want isn’t worth being miserable everyday. Life isn’t about getting everything you want, it’s about appreciating and being thankful for what you have.
Honestly people act like they don’t give a fuck and it’s pretty annoying. Let’s say you say that you don’t give a fuck about life. Why are you living life then? If you didn’t care about life then why go to school? Why do something for yourself that will benefit you in the future? It’s obvious your arguments are invalid because if you didn’t care about life, you would be out somewhere at your house sitting in the couch doing nothing. This goes out to the common people that say this.