i feel like i’m growing apart from you. its up to you to do something about it because. i’m just gonna do whats gonna make me happy inside. and i feel like if you’re gonna be talking to me like this, i might as well just move on because you’re just straight up disrespect me. i don’t want that with a girl right now. i know we’re not gonna last forever anymore so might as well let go. i’m stronger without you, and i can do a lot better without you.
if you open your arms again, i’m confused if i should accept it or not.
this girl is so special to me. this girl makes me feel good. i know we had bad moments but i feel like it just fades away in seconds. she makes me laugh effortlessly everyday. shes so far away from me but i just wanted to say what’s in my heart to her when the time’s right. i know you may piss me off at times but i know deep inside there’s a good in you. if i told you everything that’s in my heart i swear to you that ill make you weaker than knees. you’re the girl that ill do anything for, you’re the girl that i will give anything to. i will go above and beyond for you. when we look eye to eye, i feel the chemistry that erupts. i just love looking at your eyes when we talk. they just sparkle an it makes me smile, it just gives me that good morning sunshine. im looking forward to spending all of next year with you. just me an you ;)
even when you’re away ill always think about you an how you’re doin. i just hope you realize that i care for you a lot and i really want you to be safe and sound. i know you’re too far away for me to say this but i just wanted to let you know that…
its been like this but, now-a-days its just getting worse. when people have their set standards. people now are getting pickier and pickier than ever. they set standards that make seem so impossible to even reach. its ridiculous as it seems that guys and ladies are so picky when they meet someone that like them. even when that special guy or lady reaches their standards, people always look for the imperfections with that significant someone. so there’s no other way to satisfy a human being. hey people! time to wake up an smell the coffee cause there’s no such thing as a perfect human being. so there’s a reality check.
if this doesnt make any sense. i really dont give a fuck. because to me, it makes a whole lot of sense. okay? thanks bye.
well… the clock’s ticking on my girlfriends time here in the u.s. i just wanted to reflect on all the good things we did together.
these were the best 5 months in my life. even though we argue a lot, we still have our ways to get each other feeling better. words can’t really express how much i love her and how much i’m gonna miss her big self! i’m gonna miss those cute smirks on her face, i’m gonna miss that funny laugh she has, i’m gonna miss her big welcoming hugs, and most of all, i’m gonna miss all the love she gives me everyday.
we’ve been there for each other through the good and the bad… but mostly good :)
i’m gonna miss all the times we hanged outside of school. especially my first date. winter formal… i hate to admit but i was really nervous. i was so nervous that i couldn’t see or talk straight haha. but after awhile, i got used to it and i had such a great time with my girl. sometimes i wish that that night lasted forever because, that was the best day ever to me.
that was one of those days where we just had a lot of fun with no distractions or nothing to worry about. talk about a dream day right?
my official first date was at the theaters in krikorean, that date was really cute because we cuddled the whole time. i liked our first date because that day, i felt really relaxed and that was a day where me and my girl just kicked back with again, nothing worry about.
to sum it all up, i’m gonna miss everything about her, starting with her smiles all the way to how much time we spend on each other. i love everything about her and i hope she knows that she doesn’t need anything to remind her of me, i’ll always be in her heart because she has half of it haha.