I love it when people are affectionate with me. I like when they always invite me places, or text me, or call me, I wouldn’t even mind if they blew up my fb wall with hearts and what not. I would rather have that person than someone who makes me text them first all the time and replies back like 10 fucking minutes later.
I don’t get the fact that girls don’t like clingy guys.
I had a good time with my friends at the football game. I got to hang out with a couple old friends, just catching up and stuff. I seriously hope one of these days we can hang out again and catch up some more. They’re those type of friends that I can be myself with and I don’t plan on losing their friendship cause we never hang out.
The one that always puts that smile on your face and gives you the biggest butterflies. The one that makes your bad days into amazing days. The one that fixes your frowns to smiley faces. The one that you love hugging and can never let go of. The one that gives you those special feelings. Yeah yeah yeah. You’re the special someone.
I don’t know why people put value on other people. Honestly, no one has any value if you think about it. No one is better than one another, no one is made more valuable than one another, and no one is better because they’re popular or they’re better looking than one another. We all have to realize that we’re all created equal and we should be treated equally as well. When I meet new people, I give them respect as if I was talking to of my friends. I treat everyone equally. The only people that I treat better than strangers are my family of course, they’re my titos and titas or my mom and dad, I treat them with the highest respect. But on a side note; we are all ordinary people and we are all one race… The Human Race.
So irritated. I’m tired of all this bullshit. I hate how my friend is so down cause of his parents. It makes me feel like shit cause it’s partly my fault. I hate feeling this way, I can say that my day is ruined cause of what happened. I just wanna go home and sleep, I’m tired of this drama.
i really wanna do something that i’ll be happy doing. i don’t want to pursue careers through college, none of those things will ever make me happy. making beats is one of few things that make me happy, it keeps my brain sharp and alert. in an all days of work, my brain gets fried from all the thoughts in my head. i would make beats cause i would love to do it. i would love doing it for a career, like the power to create music and getting paid at the same time, that sounds like a dream job for sure.
I hope I never see you after high school, I hope I never hear your name after high school, I hope you can just disappear in my life. It sucks seeing you everyday. Even though we ended it in good terms, I still feel the tension between us. There’s something inside me that’s just fed up with you. It sucks cause you said you’ll never find a guy like me, but then bam! There goes another boyfriend. Make up your mind girl! Mean what you say and say what you mean. Cause whatever you said in the past doesn’t make any sense at all. I can tell you that I’m not trippin’ off you and your boyfriend. You guys can do your guy’s thing, he can have you. I’m better off without you, I’m stronger without you. You say that I’m hurting myself than I am hurting you, whatever you think with that thought isn’t as true as you would expect. Ironically I’m stronger than you think, I actually feel freer than when I was with you. I feel a lot happier now than how I was with you. It was like everyday I was dissatisfied or unhappy or insecure when we were together. You can see and assume things but they aren’t always right when you observe me. You have to talk to me to know. It takes one to know one. But the thing is… You’ll never know how I feel. You’ll never talk to me and I’ll make sure of it.
today in wrestling was tiring. i got my ass whooped hard. i mean HARD! today i was new to the sport, i didn’t know much but lots of people taught me lots of moves, i made lots of new friends, and lastly, i did something that i had fun doing. i love wrestling already, there’s no way i’m gonna quit anytime soon.