okay this black guy in school today was being a racist against asians. i was talking to my friend cameron from far away an his friend came in an said, fuck you, fuck your shoes, fuck your asian race, fuck your shirt, fuck your chinese country, i have a blue lambo, im livin large. after he said that, i said, is that all you can think of? i mean i hear that shit everyday from friends. that doesnt offend me when my friends say fuck asians but if its some random black guy ill fuckin do something about it. idk what to do this time around, my choices were to beat his ass at the spot or just drop it. but as the mature person i am, i just ignored it. but if i see em talk shit again, ima do something about it. what do you think i should of done?
I wanna be with you forever. I wanna make babies with you; I wanna take you places; I wanna spoil you; I wanna go through things with you; I wanna travel 1000 miles just to see you; I wanna make you happy; I wanna be your mattybear, an you’ll be my russybear.
Well what can I say, that was the most memorable night of my life. It was my first dance/date. I’m glad I spent it with russybear, riquee, an lawrence. Had a good time dancing for the first time. It was easier than I thought it would be. But after like 30 mins of dancing I was sweating like a pig, an my legs were pretty sore.
Everything went swell, an I wouldn’t change a thing about that night… Well… I kinda regretted not taking pics even though I forgot to take some D:
But I couldn’t that believe Russell told me she was going basic on me lol. MY ASS! :P
I had to go really low for her to actually grind with me, but its all good; shes the little bear lol.
But at the end of the night… I got my kiss, an she like gave me a russybear hug; She was all hugging me hard lol but it was cute.
… A special thanks to Lawrence, Riquee, an my little bear for making the plans LAST MIN. But it was totally worth it :]
i know i have bad grades for this first semester. but i plan on doing very well this coming semester. i dont think i will be txting as much as i used to an i dont think ill be paying attention to facebook as much as i used to. but from now until the end of the school year, ill be putting limits on myself on social networking an txting. but its gonna be a really big challenge, but if you wanna complete a challenge, your gonna have to go through obstacles. an this is my obstacle.
got a lil mano y mano time with her. i need to get used to being with her 1 on 1. i feel that i get nervous too easily with her an that might be my downfall. but we all make mistakes, an we gotta get back up an try harder.
I feel like I’m loving her too much; I feel like I’m trying too hard. I love her a lot but I feel that she doesn’t love me back. :’(
It just hurts me inside that I have to deal with her being so depressed everyday. I mean whatever happens happens an I’ll stay strong. In my heart I feel that she doesn’t love me as much as I love her. That in any given day she can do something stupid. I can tell she’s not happy with me; I feel that she’s using me. But on the outside; I’m not complaining. I give give give. That’s how I express my love. I want her to show me that she loves me. Saying “I love you” means a lot. It would mean that you would do anything for that special someone. Love is expressed in more than words. Keep that in mind.
I think day 1 went pretty smooth. I’m feeling more and more comfortable with the song :]
I had to figure out the hard way that I had to sing in a nice tone for that song. I don’t know why but people have a hard time with this song but I think the song is pretty simple… If you have a lot of time in your hands… And if you can listen to it consecutively 5 times(while singing along). Then yeah :]