call me pathetic but ill pour my heart out on tumblr about a girl. when i saw this girl, she blew me away. my first impressions about her was, she was fit, she was athletic, she was tan, and she has really beautiful eyes. i never had the balls to go up to her and introduce myself to her but when we did social contracts for ms zilk, i was in her group for social contracts. me and her were the only ones that actually did the social contract. when i saw her close up i got to see those round beautiful brown eyes. her eyes were shiny and when she looks at me, my heart would stop and it would start to melt. i thought to myself i never seen anything so beautiful in my life. but as time passed by, finally on the fourth quarter i got to sit next to her for a whole quarter. so since the fourth quarter progressed, our relationship grew larger and larger. i felt like i was talking to like a best friend that hits me a lot. i love it when she hits me, i love it when she smiles, i love it when we bond, i love it when we draw stuff for each other, i love how we cheat together, i love how chill she is, i love her freckles, i love how playful she is, i love how she has a really good time with me, i love how she tries to flirt with me, i love it when were the loudest ones in the class when we take notes, and i love how much of an angel she is. shes perfect for me. god couldnt give me a better gift than her. i love her and i hope to god she loves me back. but the problem is, i havent talked to her since school started. ugggh buzzkill.
well… life’s pretty good right now. except my grades. idk how to maintain grades and to try to get a girl… please someone help me with that. i’m gonna be getting 4 deficiencies omg omg omg omg omg omg omg omg omg.