my cousin andre is the reason why i dont want a boy. hes such a brat an he cries too much. ever since he turned 3, hes been such a devil. he scratches me, he punches me, an he likes to distract me when i play wii. >:l
he likes to hit my other cousin alex; one time he poked her in the eye cuz alex kept the ball away from her. she started crying an i scolded at andre. but it really doesnt seem to work.
the point im trying to prove is, is that my cousin andre is such a demon child. he makes my day bad an its effortless for him to piss me off. i can say so much more but im too lazy. :l
this was the day i asked out my gf russell. 2 weeks ago. at the moment when i asked her out, i was really nervous… my heart was pounding, i was shivering cuz of the cold, an i had the fear that i was gonna stutter.
it was on the way to 6th per; i was in front of her class(mr. puraci) an i was jumping around an warming up. at the moment i couldnt even breathe that well. we were talking for a lil bit an the warning bell rang… i asked her out. all she did was glare at me with a smile. she said go to class. (i told her that i was nervous for a dialogo i was gonna do.)
after i asked her out, i thought i did something bad. i was thinking about what she was gonna say an if she was gonna say yes. i told myself are you really committed into a relationship an is she really worth it?
i said to myself, she is worth every minute an im ready for this crazy relationship were gonna have.
i love her an shes my world. shes my happiness, an no matter how bad she would look i would tell her she looks beautiful if she has any doubts.
well i think books are useless. idk if its just me but i upgrade hip hop music as more than just music. i think of it as a way of life an also as a book replacement. i can listen, understand, an expand my vocabulary with it.
i dont mean like drake or lil wayne music. but like eminem, wu tang clan, common, kanye west, any artist that can actually rap. or maybe even underground artists like a tribe called quest, mobb deep, gang starr, nas, etc.
i find real hip hop music good music to enjoy when your day is going down. i can listen an understand the message its trying to say and at the same time it makes my day; just listening to a song with a good beat an lyrics that make some fuckin sense. i know ppl these days would go for the beat but they never go for the lyrics. maybe cause there dancers. maybe a rhyme can have a dope beat but it has shitty lyrics. its like saying a girl that looks hot but has a shitty personality.
Got boring… Nothing exciting anymore. You get killed by campers too much. You get killed by a guy in front of you without having to react. An the gayest part is getting killed from behind or getting killed by rc xd’s. Smh…
Just on a relationship stand point. This might be the first time I’ve ever regretted something. I regret not talking to the most beautiful girl in the world. She was just there; had all my opportunities, but I let it all slip away. Now I might see her slip away right in the front of my eyes. I will never know what I got till it’s gone.